T4 has been watched. I am now almost caught up with all the summer blockbusters. HOW did I rate it? I’m still debating on whether or not to webcast or not. I’m just not funny yet! I’m trying to get my Lucille Ball on before I feel comfy in front of the cam, AND I’m also trying to shed pounds. Now to shed ten years…

I worked out for 2 hrs Monday night and lost nada. Worked out for 1.5 hrs Tuesday night. Nada. I worked out for 2 hrs last night and I think it’s nada as well. INSTANT results damn it! I need it. I require it. It’s part of my generation. It *could* be that it’s a womanly time that happens around the full moon and I should just continue doing what I’m doing and chill. Maybe lay off the M&M although they’re red and green indicating a holiday mix and therefore should not count.

2 Hours though- although it wasn’t like I was doing massive leg raises and lifting weights or anything. I have a machine I sit on and propel back and forth ‘V’ shaped for two hours while I watch movies and television. I toss in about 50+ jumping jacks and stretch on my exercise ball for a little bit. It’s not exactly boot camp training or LA obsessed whatever fad they’re doing now… but I’ve had it work in the past.

Why oh why can’t I be movie star ‘naturally’ thin and in shape???

Todays obsession: Much like last year at this time, there was an ambulance outside my porch putting a body in the back as cops lingered for hours on the corner with lights flashing and NOTHING in the local paper/website that tells me what happened. I think last year I saw a glimpse of  an article that stated knife fight, but that was it.

WHAT HAPPENED??

Second Obsession: The internet on my phone is down. I can’t check FSTDT.com or Bay of Fundie or Right Wing Watch!!! How will I know what to roll my eyes at?

Third obsession. Yule. Most years I fight it. Some years I roll over and let ‘Christmas’ have its way- but this year I want to fight it. I want to fight it every time I see “He’s the reason for the season…” “CHRIST-mas” <-BULL SHIT! Christians ripped off the holiday to celebrate a faux birthday PERIOD. I like to celebrate the darkening days getting shorter as the sun returns and promises fruitful days again- WARMTH, no freaking BRRRRRRRRRRRR! And getting off work when it’s still light out. I’m about the Yule this year and respecting my non-fundie fam and friends in their winter christmas celebration- but if you’re fundie… oooh we need to just duke it out. Does this make me a fundie atheist? Not really… I just need one good shin kick and I’ll be good, peaceful and Zen again.

WHY won’t my internet work???

Current Mood: UPSET!!! & busy