Everything I’ve heard about this guy points to him being a jerk, which of course I don’t mind because… well… he amuses me. How a person is in their personal life is not my concern (unless they’re hiding in my closet and thunking me on the head while I sleep, which could be causing me to be in a sour mood lately upon waking. He’s attractive. He’s funny. He’s intelligent and he isn’t afraid of speaking his mind. He’s an atheist and he’s who I would have been if I were, well, him.

He’s also another reminder that I’m surrounded by more unintelligent creepy men who I wouldn’t date for anything in the world- and as I’m ending my 4th year of a dating hiatus (good/bad sigh) I’m reminded that I’m going into year number 5 of a dating hiatus- and also a reminder that the years I spent dating post divorce, they were so pathetic that I had to take a hiatus! Why oh why can’t I date me? Oh yeah… I lack the ambition that I look for in someone, I’m always broke and I bitch about EVERYTHING.

Anyway- I didn’t want to like Family Guy or the creator when it first came out- and came out again, but it has it’s charm and if are you aren’t looking to tear it down and actually watch an episode from beginning to end, it’s pretty good. Damn it.

Another thing that has weighed on my mind this weekend for some odd reason, some reason possibly having to do the fact that a ‘special’ has been airing on nearly every cable station- is 2012.

*sigh* I remember conversations about it years ago, especially after Y2K and I laughed. I laughed almost as hard as when I saw that they made a movie about it.

I basically think that any ‘change’, ‘ending’ or ‘disaster’ that is discussed in just about every text/mythology/religion etc is localized. I don’t believe anything huge on a global scale is predicted. I don’t think any civilization has looked beyond their own.  I think that living on a planet, there’s no safe guard. There’s no company/government controlling the weather. There’s no guarantees in anything we do and with birth comes death- period… for everyone. We will all expire, some sooner than others, some more peacefully than most. Will the world end in 2012? Of course not. Will our species end in 2012? I don’t think so either… I think perhaps a big localized disaster in that particular area may or may not happen… or perhaps they just wanted to put an end date to civilization because they were tired and figured they wouldn’t be around any way.

Seriously… we ALL die. If the end of civilization were to come, I’m  not sure how far out of my way I’d go to preserve my existence since I know I’m destined to die any way… and why would I want to extend my life with possibly living in a hole for a few decades, eating my own feces to survive for the sake of surviving so that I can hopefully die of natural causes.

Is there another take on that?

Current Mood: BRRRR

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