The shivering cold of today had rendered me unable to leave my post and take my long morning and afternoon walks. I did not wish to confront the horizontal rains and now I’m suffering from fidgeting legs! Yes, I could easily hop up on my treadmill type machine and pound out the hyper that has plagued me… but I’ve had a little bit of wine and I am not moving ANY WHERE.
It was so cold today
In other news- the gunman died. I am so irked. No, I do not believe in an ‘after life’, but I do believe he got away with murder and his suicide was at long last successful.
Bastard.
Gunman in shooting spree dies
09:02 PM PST on Tuesday, January 27, 2009
By kgw.com and AP Staff
PORTLAND, Ore. — The gunman in the deadly weekend shooting in downtown Portland has died, according to Portland Police. Erik Ayala was 24 years old.
The lone gunman opened fire outside an under-21 nightclub in Portland on Saturday night, killing two girls and wounding seven other people before shooting himself, police said.
The shooting, the worst in Portland’s history, was also an international tragedy. Six foreign exchange students were among the nine victims. More: Worst Portland shootings
Police also revealed Tuesday that the weapon used in the shooting was traced to a pawn shop called the 99 Pawn and Guns shop in Milwaukie, near Ayala’s residence.
Portland Police
They say Ayala purchased the weapon on January 9th, 2009. According to records, Ayala tried to purchase the gun on January 6th but was turned away because he did not have the correct identification. He returned on the 9th with proper ID, police say.
Suspect left note
Portland police released a note that they said Ayala left behind. The note meticulously lists off his bank account information and how his roommate can get top dollar for the game station. “I’m sorry to put all this on you buddy, good luck,” Ayala wrote. He also bequeathed his car and PlayStation 3 to the roommate but explained no motive in what police were describing as a random act of violence. More: Read note to roommate
Police Chief Rosie Sizer said the rampage has rattled Portlanders’ sense of safety and security and “echoes most Europeans’ fear about gun violence.”
“My hope is that people can compartmentalize this,” Sizer added.
Detective Mary Wheat, a police spokeswoman, said the shooting did not appear connected to gangs, and there was no indication the man had a relationship with any of the people he shot in front of The Zone nightclub late Saturday. A stray bullet also hit a man standing outside Kell’s Irish Pub. More: DJ describes scene
Teen victims were celebrating a birthday
The two young women who died were celebrating a friend’s birthday that night. Ashley L. Wilks, 16, from Portland and Marta “Tika” Paz de Noboa, a 17-year-old exchange student from Arequipa, Peru were both killed in the shooting. Wilks was a sophomore at Clackamas High School who planned to study abroad next year in France or Spain. Noboa had been living with a host family in White Salmon, Wash. and attended Columbia High School. More: Profiles of victims
In a letter sent to parents Monday, Principal Malcolm Dennis described Naboa as “a very warm, caring young lady who was always willing to assist and provide guidance to other students going through difficult times.” More: Principal’s letter to parents
Seven people survived the shooting. Of them, Susy De Sousa, an 18-year-old foreign exchange student from Italy, was in the worst condition — critical — at Legacy Emanuel Hospital. Her family arrived from Italy and stayed by her side in the hospital. Tuesday, her father told KGW she had 11 exit wounds in her body and it was a miracle she survived. De Sousa also attended Clackamas High School, along with Wilks. “This random act of violence has cut short a young life and threatened another,” Principal Matt Utterback said. “Such a horrific act is impossible to accept or understand.” More: Principal’s letter
One other victim was listed in fair condition. Trista Change, an 18-year-old exchange student from Taiwan, was upgraded to fair condition at Legacy on Tuesday.
Brad Yoast, 44, was listed in stable condition following surgery. He is the general manager of Kell’s Irish Pub and was talking to a security guard outside when he was shot in the stomach by a stray bullet.
Ana Zambrano, an exchange student from Ecuador and Gonzalo Mauricio Vasques Orozco, an exchange student from Guatemala, were both released from Oregon Health and Science University hospital on Tuesday.
Two other victims were taken to area hospitals after the shooting, but no condition reports have been released. They are Anne Sophie Rialland, a 16-year-old exchange student from France attending West Linn High School, and Jalontae Howard, 16, of Gresham. A junior at Centennial High School, Howard said he was shot in the ankle while standing in line outside The Zone nightclub.
“Our hearts and our sympathies, thoughts and prayers go out to the victims’ parents for their loss,” said Scott Bieber, the Youth Protection Officer for the exchange program. “But it just kind of makes it harder to fathom when the whole purpose of this program is to foster peace and goodwill and understanding around the world.”
Investigators retracing gunman’s steps
Wheat said investigators are trying to determine the shooter’s path to the club, but it does not appear he had been inside it or the nearby bar beforehand. Detectives said they believe he parked his car, got out, then started shooting within seconds.
Detective Mark Slater said police found Ayala’s car in downtown Portland, and they used it to identify him. They’ve since searched his home, which is where they found the note as well as a case for the 9 mm semiautomatic gun that police said was used in the shooting.
“To my friends and family: I am sorry. And to my friend: I am especially sorry,” Ayala wrote in the note. “I know it’s not much consolation but as my friend and roommate you are entitled to everything that I own. Maybe these things can bring in a few bucks. Good luck in this sh–ty world. Erik.” More: Profile of suspected gunman
Ayala’s roommate, Mike Delisle, told The Oregonian that Ayala didn’t typically go to dance clubs, did not own a gun and never showed an interest in firearms. “I didn’t see it coming,” he said. Ayala’s family was also blindsided, detective Slater said. “They’re upset. They’re trying to deal with it. Trying to make sense.”
“At first blush, this incident appears to be a random act of violence, of the kind that makes you despair for America,” said Sizer said, describing the shooting as “unprecedented” for the city of Portland.
-So yes, this story has gotten to me. GRRR!!!
That’s about all I have for now. I’m still hyper. My attention span is extremely short and…
Do you want to know how short my attention span is? I wrote that previous sentence half an hour ago. I started to watch clips on Youtube and now ‘What Would You Do’ on ABC.
:-\ I am presently tired, but I leave you with this:








The video clip is not unlike an exaggerated form of a conversation with me. Would you blame that on genetics or on environment?
My environment has had me primarily around jock heads, air heads and your A-Typical mainstream set. No one has ever encouraged me to be a geek/nerd… in fact it’s always been quite the opposite and academically I was horrible in school! (I was bad unless it was something that really piqued my interest- which was usually Science, electronics, and art- I loved creative writing as well… Novel (reading), etc. things less structured and more exploration I guess)
See!! TMI!!!!
I think the appropriate response should have been bottom lined: LOL Genetics.
TMI? How could you provide too much info on a blog? That’s pretty much the definition of a blog
Anyhow, if it was too much (for me, at least) I wouldn’t keep subtly giving you these opportunities to supply more, more more!
That’s true. LOL I still try to figure out how this turned into a blog! I blame Wordpress for making it much easier to access and upkeep as I progressively get more lazy.
God bless Wordpress! God bless us, every one!
If it wasn’t supposed to be a blog, what was it supposed to be?
For years it was a regular website. Entertainment news/updates, advice, articles, reviews, etc., a community… awards, now it’s a dear diary. I don’t even know how to ever get it to be anything else again. The blog and social networks boomed and did away with personal sites for the most part. Hard to keep it going alone at times unless you’re doing a fan site for a bunch of celebrity stalkers.
I need creative inspirations!!!! I love to write but I want to write more extensively!!! I want to amuse! I want to entertain! I want to help! And I want help figuring out what I should do with my hair.
I’ve experienced the feeling of wanting to create “something” but just not knowing quite what it is. It’s not a very satisfying feeling. So I’ll toss out a completely crazy idea for your consideration. You can write and you can draw, so why not write a children’s book for Isla? You’d have a good, long time to work on it before it was needed.
Obviously, try not to make it so dark and disturbing that it drives the poor little girl insane!
Maybe when I’m much older… but for now I have no desire to write for kids. Her mom can do that, or the handful other people who aspire to write kid books. I did that for my kids when they were little… now it’s her turn. I want to write for grown ups!
It’s odd… when a man becomes a grandfather… no one suggests that he write kids book
They might if he could write and draw … even if he was merely an elder brother. Oh, well! That empties my idea bag. But I think you’d rather have your own ideas anyhow, so it’s no great loss.
LOL I started to come up one stemming from that. It’s all good.
Graphic novel.
I like that idea even better. If only you weren’t pulling my leg …
I’m not… I’m actually in the middle of a lengthy discussion with a co-worker (while working of course) about how to create a fictitious ingredient that could be quite plausible for society to hop on board with in order to get the story in motion… but so far fetched I can’t be sued.
Well, that stimulates the old brain-pan to spew forth a bunch of questions. I don’t think I’ll ask them, though. My tendency is to over-analyze everything, so rather than pry further, I think I’ll just wait and see what you come up with.
Yee!!!! I’ve been bouncing the idea off my friend Ben now who’s been wanting to collaborate with me on a project of this scale. I am actually really excited about this one. It’s an idea that has been floating around for about a year and the creative spark has finally ignited to get it going. I just can’t believe I’m out of paper!