First of all I have to put out there: My heart goes to Jennifer Hudson and her sister who’s son/Jennifer’s 7 year old nephew was found dead this morning. To lose your mother, brother and nephew/son at once- I pray for them to find the strength to make it through this, rise above and let their loved ones live on through them. I hope justice is done ten fold.
November 5th I plan on being back to normal. I’m half tempted to vow that if McCain wins the election then I shall move to Canada! I’ve learned not to tempt fate. There was still nothing in the mail today and if I don’t receive anything tomorrow then I’ll call the elections office and see if there’s ANY WAY I can just get a freaking ballot. I love how much faith they have in our postal service- but it’s the freaking postal system.
I did remember self neglect from the mail obsession. Today when I was getting Jonathon out of the car to go into the store for trick-or-treater supplies, I felt a snap (I ran out of muscle relaxers over a week ago and I didn’t get anything over the counter to assist in muscle swelling- or tightness, and BOOM, I lost all feeling in my right leg. I can feel pressure… much like the last time I ran out of relaxers but it was primarily in my hands and feet, now it’s my entire leg. It feels odd shaving! My neck is back to being painfully straight and I’m still fighting the insomnia. I forgot to buy anything for pain again, HOWEVER, I did get more stuff to try to help knock me out. Last night I popped Benedryl until I was sound asleep (heading to bed at 9pm, fast asleep by 1ish only to wake up every hour until it became every 20 minutes, then ten minutes then five minutes until the clock finally allowed me to get up at 5:45 (my clock is ten minutes fast, so it was actually 5:35am). An hour to get myself and the boy ready/out the door.
1 more week until the cranky is gone! Maybe. As Jesse said, perhaps it’d be wise to take the 5th off regardless of the outcome. Either it’s crying and planning on moving to Canada or it’s dancing in the streets. Election day SHOULD be a national holiday or the day after. If I were President it would be.
Ohh I did the A-typical girl thing, I brought myself a new outfit to help my neck feel better 
It’s my old mentality when I was younger and a fashion plate- “Just because you feel like crap does not mean you have to look like crap! If you look good you’ll feel good.” Then again at the same time I’d also say in reference to my shoes, “if it doesn’t hurt, it’s not fashion.” And THAT is one of the many reasons I was doing survival 101 from WA – AK – OR instead of going to Yale and ruling the world. One of many MANY reasons.
I have my dinosaur PC hooked up and it took an hour for me to get it to detect the keyboard- I mean I had it hooked up the other day, but I really didn’t have a place for it. This time I moved a few more things around and I think I have a computer station I can possibly get creative at. We’ll see eh.
OH- and people who are waiting for the 30 Rock premiere, they’ve had it up at Hulu for the past week if anyone cares. I liked it
**update** You know, I’m sitting here watching Netflix Watch Now “Otis” on the computer and I was going to put the tv on mute when I saw a negative local ad. It’s really sad when the negative ad shows a candidate who was working for and agreeing with the President of the United States. Really truly sad when being loyal to your countries leader puts you in the ‘bad’category. It was odd to me. I’ve never witnessed a negative ad or mud slinging with the presidential candidates where both of them- the mud being slung was agreeing with President Bush on any given topic. I question what W is going to do when it’s all over. It’s not that I feel for the guy but is he even aware that he’s being marked down as one of the worst things to happen to America other than “Reality TV”? Does he care? Is he going to be on suicide watch after January? Does anyone care? Do I care?
