Why be in this mundane world when the surreal world in my head is so much more inviting, exciting, and not as complex?
Friday September 3rd 2010

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I’ve come a long way baby

I know I’ve made feeble attempts in the past to do this, but this time I did survive the withdrawal, more than I thought I could. No caving or *tapering* instead of quitting cold turkey.

I’ve checked all the stats and researches- I think come tomorrow morning the detox is finis, after that it’s merely psychological. I did want to strangle people today… and I refrained… but I think that was the worse I’ll go through. I started off the day feeling kind of good, as the day progressed people began to grind on my nerves and I just wanted to leave before I left a body count.

It’s really early but I’m going to go ahead and end my day. It was a physically painful and draining day and I just want to curl up in a ball and go to sleep.

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