Car troubles this morning 100+ weather, smashing my knee into the edge of a cupboard to avoid tripping over wires (gashed and bruised but I think I’ll live- the cupboard is still touch and go).
I manage to be smoke free still 
I even went to check my mail and make a quick dash to the corner store for munchies (unless I get a bf stat I’m going to be Jabba- hard candies and pretzles are becoming air to me. I am working out 30 minutes a day, but that doesn’t help much if you eat more than you burn off) Anyway, I went to the corner store, the one that has enabled my smoking since I moved into these apartments oh so many years ago.
I started to have a psychological nic fit while in there. I’m nabbing pretzles, hard candies and caramel chocolate goodness off the shelves like sugar was going to disappear off the planet at any moment. Exasperated and desperate I asked the girl behind the counter if she had anything for nic fits… Of course her and her co-worker looked at me funny and said Safeway might have something. I thanked her… she asked if I was quitting… I said I did…. and I was doing fine until I came in their store. They laughed (wasn’t funny!) and I went on my way home smiling. I DID IT! I went in and came out with an armful of junkfood… (they didn’t have carrot sticks or anything) but no smokes!
Day 5!
A settlement from Netflix has me with viewership for the next month… and I’m completely taking advantage of. No gaming, nothing else of importance… but I AM surviving this!
