If you are expecting anything pornographic, you may want to leave now. This new fantasy section will be writing down the ideal evening or holiday for me to live out here instead of wishing for it in my normal life because then the next thing I know I’m in a toxic relationship wishing I were single again!
Valentine’s Day:
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Simple and sweet. I get home from work and after unwinding I prepare a romantic meal. My heart is racing slightly with anticipation of knowing he’s coming home to me and smiling because I know his heart is also racing knowing that he’s going to get home to find me there. While I’m chopping vegetables and stirring various sauces, I hear the door open, close, and then the sound of his foot steps approaching. I can hear him walk up behind me, my lips are grinning while I’m pretending to be preoccupied with preparation, and then I feel the warmth of his body embrace me. As he greets me with a kiss on my neck, his arm appears in front of me with a bouquet of flowers. I smile, turn around and give him a warm hello that seems to last longer than normal. I laugh as I break up the mini-make out session because there’s food cooking on the stove and we’ll have plenty of time for *that* later.
He helps me prepare dinner and then we eat it over conversation and laughter. Once finished we dress down for the evening and then cuddle up on the sofa for a relaxing night of going through our DVD collection on Neuros. I get up to find some popcorn and he surprises me by lighting the candles and breaking out a bottle of champagne and fruits with chocolate dipping sauce.
[end public fantasy viewing here]
